I’m cumming.
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I think for me the biggest thing is I tend to pass as a young boy, you know? And that’s like a complicated thing because you don’t really know if people are being condescending to you because they think you’re a young boy or if you’re gender queer or what it is. I would just say that it’s hard to live in a body that’s different from everyone else — or, not everyone else but a lot of other people. Sometimes I walk down the street and I feel a sense that I’m still a freak and I think it’s something that I’ll always deal with because of my history and feeling oppressed for many reasons. One thing I’ve thought about a lot recently is promoting confidence. I feel like as a teenager I didn’t have that and I wish I could help other young queer kids and gender-queers and women learn how to feel good about themselves. I always come back to that as the reason I may still effected by what people say to me, you know?
JD Samson on playing Occupy Wall Street and representing for the queer community
WORD. Fucking WORD.
Lately I have manifested such positive space in my mind. I feel that with all the confusion, and dis-array I’ve created, its good to have neutral moments. On the contrary, I keep telling myself I’m a non-descriptive mess. What does it mean to be real? As in the core of what we are, non-afraid and sweating what are fingerprints entail us to be.alldifferent. I’ve been trying to avoid that word, but some of us really are different and considered weird, secretly still poking our noses, and turning a normal conversation into awkward laughter. Whatever. I need to get rid of all the negative influences I have, and start focusing on myself. WhatI AM.Whatever that is, I need it to be expressed. Full throttle. But anyways, Positive space in my mind is happenin. Good thangs good thangs.
-less fear
-less fucks given
-more positive energy
Another reason to love Cher.
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Found this gem.
DANCE DARE IS ON.
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What is the reality of things just as it is? It is the absence of essence. Unskilled persons whose eye of intelligence is obscured by the darkness of delusion conceive of an essence of things and then generate attachment and hostility with regard to them.
—Buddhapālita-mula-madhyamaka-vrtti
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Good days.
A mandala is a plan, chart or geometric pattern which represents the cosmos metaphysically or symbolically, a microcosm of the universe from the human perspective. A Sri Yantra is a type of mandala with geometric patterns. Sri Yantra literally means loom, instrument or machine. In actual practice, a yantra is a symbolic representation of aspects of divinity, the creative forces of the universe. It is an interlocking matrix of geometric figures, circles, triangles and floral patterns that form fractal patterns of elegance and beauty. These visual patterns can have a powerful effect on the mind. Just as primordial sounds, or mantras, can be useful in balancing our mind and body through hearing, primordial shapes can generate increased coherence in our brains, creating a balancing and calming influence. In cultures around the world, beautiful visual patterns are used to quiet a restless mind.
(Source: chopra.com)
No motivation right now, and I think my mother is agitated. My fingernails are fucked up from playing a show in which my legs could not stop wobbling. I guess I have to watch everything I say now. One day I’ll be considered an old-fashioned lesbian. White T-shirts are becoming my best friend. I’m losing interest in being interesting. I haven’t gotten around to reading yet. I am ill-informed about so many things.
I have about $1,000 to blow for Summer, I really want to blister in the heat of Arizona and admire the hovering gloom of Seattle.
I also want to visit a secret garden and play in the flowers or whatever. Idk. I need to get out of here soon.
Progress.
